Youtube Account

For all of the new people that follow my blog and dont know my account for youtube its youtube.com/gabsterz2009 . Hope you enjoy the poetry and the advice on my account..
Gabby/Gabsterz2009

To Youtube Viewers

To All of My Youtube Viewers:
So all of you know that i am currently not making any videos because of my broken mic. I am going to get a new web cam today so that i will be able to post all of my poetry. Thank You All For Your Suppot, I Love You All!! See You in the Next Video......Well not really
Gabby/Gabsterz2009 :)

What can i say today, not much. How am i doing? I aint perfect and i aint little miss sunshine having the fucken best time of life, i cant believe people are still trying to get that shit in real life. well PEOPLE this is REAL stop trying it aint ever gonna happen. Try to be happy Gabby, why are you always so sad, people, there are people in iraq, people in need of food, money, and we are too busy trying to get our selves happy imagine them, talk about selfish, think of others first. God its a fucken pain in my ass, swear. like seriousley, But gabby what have they done for you? another dumb ass question. the Answer nothing.
Oh and another thing teens in this age of time spend money as if it was grass on the floor seriously stop being so fucken selfish and start thinging about others. And im saying this now yes i am fat and i dont care i dont fucken care if i fucken eat a pie, fuck i aint gonna regret that whaT AM I GONNA be one of those dumb air head bitches that brag ABOUT running for an hour a day fuck that
for now i aint looking for friends why do i need some kind of servent following me shit if i want friend they will like me for me plus this is to everyone ACT LIKE YOURSELF. and i am saying i dont want friends right now also because i wanna people to see how it is to feel like a loner look at my face and youll see it...

Let HEll Begin

So today is the day before summer vacation starts, what can I say comes that is the best thing for me. I have no idea. I wish sometimes that the light of the day may never come but it’s strange to say because many things come in the dark that many people fear but all I can say is that fear is everywhere so why fear something if in life you face fears, no need for fear in the first place because you chose to face your fear in the path that you took. So really, you don’t want to fear anything because you don’t, you think you do but it doesn’t exist until it happens to you. That’s what fear is. A memory.

Youtube

Hey Guys Read my first Blog it would mean so much to me. Any way i cant make any videos because my mic doesn't work on my web cam so i cant make any videos. I'm so sorry I'll do the best i can to make a video.



XG

Me

Today is June 6, 2010. We celebrate my brother. What problems come today, one. But one is a thousand in my eyes. Why?, you say. Because one problem leads to many. And from what I know many means a lot. You see life for me means "problems". I know, coming from a 15 yr old girl sitting at her desk looking out her window, sounds as if she knows the world she's looking at, but she really doesn't. Through these that I've seen so far, there shocking. I wish that i could go back in time and count every single tear that I've dropped. And trust me it would probably be more than a trillion. Lately i have been crying a lot. I just do not know what it is. Could it be that my father left, could it be that i don't have friends, could it be my moms eyes, could it be my crushes, my heart, my knowledge, the media, global warming, world hunger, my stress, or life in general. How about you pick this one because if were up to me i would pick them all......