Let HEll Begin

So today is the day before summer vacation starts, what can I say comes that is the best thing for me. I have no idea. I wish sometimes that the light of the day may never come but it’s strange to say because many things come in the dark that many people fear but all I can say is that fear is everywhere so why fear something if in life you face fears, no need for fear in the first place because you chose to face your fear in the path that you took. So really, you don’t want to fear anything because you don’t, you think you do but it doesn’t exist until it happens to you. That’s what fear is. A memory.

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Hey Guys Read my first Blog it would mean so much to me. Any way i cant make any videos because my mic doesn't work on my web cam so i cant make any videos. I'm so sorry I'll do the best i can to make a video.



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Today is June 6, 2010. We celebrate my brother. What problems come today, one. But one is a thousand in my eyes. Why?, you say. Because one problem leads to many. And from what I know many means a lot. You see life for me means "problems". I know, coming from a 15 yr old girl sitting at her desk looking out her window, sounds as if she knows the world she's looking at, but she really doesn't. Through these that I've seen so far, there shocking. I wish that i could go back in time and count every single tear that I've dropped. And trust me it would probably be more than a trillion. Lately i have been crying a lot. I just do not know what it is. Could it be that my father left, could it be that i don't have friends, could it be my moms eyes, could it be my crushes, my heart, my knowledge, the media, global warming, world hunger, my stress, or life in general. How about you pick this one because if were up to me i would pick them all......